| [Blog 068] Another beginning?
Another year has slipped by, and another Christmas is here. Everyone is filled with Christmas cheer, and as for me, im just filled with mixed emotions. Happy, sadness, and anger is only a small sample of a storm of emotions welled up inside me. In this past year, can i say i have grown up? Although i have learned a lot of things, i dont think i can fully say i did.
So what have i learned? First off, not to fully trust someone, if you blindly trust someone, you're giving up your right to see whats in front of you and you may miss out on something that could have been. Secondly, friends are really forever, although you may go through different groups of friends, there will be a few that stick by you no matter what happens, as Madea would say, some friends are like leaves, when the wind blows, they scatter all over the place, some friends are like branches, although they seem to stick by you, at times they will break off, but there will be friends that are your roots, friends that will be there no matter what, supporting you. And through this past year, i can safely say who are my leaves, my branches, and most definitely my roots. Finally, when it comes to relationships, a key thing to know is if you dont love yourself, you dont have the right to love another. As many of you know, im still trying to cope with a bad breakup, however, one day talking to a friend of mine, i reached an epiphany, if i dont first learn to love my self, how in the world am i going to love another? if you dont love yourself, you dont know what love is, and what the feeling is, if you dont know the feeling how are you going to give that to another?
So as we step into the new years, i do hope that i take what i have learned, and move on and hopefully i can finally grow up.
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Years to all <3
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